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15 October 2003

Bio
written at 12:22 p.m..

PART 1~~ About You
1~name: Hadrian
2~age: 20
3~do you live with one or both of your parents?: Neither, I'm in college
4~where do you live?: Maine
5~eye color?: Dark blue
6~hair color?: Dirty Blonde
7~nationality?: Russian, Romanian, Ukranian
8~birthdate?: 29 Feb 1984 There's only days left until my birthday!

PART 2~~ Favorites
1~food: Chocolate
2~color: Purple, silver, blue and green
3:shape: Hmm... I'll get back to you on that...
4~vegtable: French beans
5~fruit: Cantalope
6~article of clothing: Shirts
7~website: google.com
8~non-alcoholic drink: Soda
9~alcoholic drink: Mixed drinks
10~shoe: Hmm.. I JUST LOVE SHOES!

PART 3~~ Oppisite Sex
1~what do you like most physicaly?: Eyes
2~what do you like most in their personality?: They have to be funny and easy to get along with
3~are there any traits they absolutely cannot have?: No disgusting habits, like nose picking; cause that's just nasty...
4~Are their any traits they absolutely have to have?: Nice eyes
5~do you have a crush? Maybe...
6~if yes do they know?: Maybe...
7~do you have a boyfriend?: No *pouts*

PART 4~~ Have You Ever.....
1~eaten octopus?: Yes
2~done drugs?: Once
3~bought a dog with your own money?: Yes
4~owned an exotic animal?: Define "exotic animal".... i think my dog is pretty exotic...
5~bought something that you knew you would never use ?: Ooooooooooo yah (I'm in Shopoholoc's Annon)

PART 5~~ Random Questions
1~do you have a deep dark secret?: Yes
2~does anyone know about it?: No... I dont think so...
3~what size shoe do you wear?: 8
4~do you believ abortion is right?: Yes and no. I think it's wrong as a method of birth control, but if a woman is raped and she doesn't want the baby, I think it's alright

PART 6~~ Splurge About Yourself
Odd tidbit: If I was an object, I'd sell for $1,734,874.00

I'm 20, sophmore at the University of New England, planning to major in psychobiology.

My parents divorced when I was 14. I origionally lived with my mother, who verbally and mentally abused me, blaming me for all the things my father had done (...which was nothing...). I went to my school counselor, telling her I'm going to attempt suicide, who then reffered me to a psychiatrist. I cut wrists with a pair of scissors, and layed on the floor waiting to die. I was found by my cousin, and rushed to the hospital. I was institutionalized for almost a year and a half. While I was there, I was diagnosed a paranoid-schitzophrenic, and have been on Zoloft ever since.

I was taken away from my mother, and placed under the guardianship of my father in Poughkeepsie, NY, until I graduated high school in 2003.

I've regressed into self-mutilation. I cut, and I do burn myself, mainly with candles. I also take eyeglass screwdrivers and carve words into my forearms (but not deep enough to draw blood).

Anything else anyone wants to know can be asked through email, AIM, or my notes.

~Haddy

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